ok i know we're xupposed to cut this but i dont have a clue how to do it! n wanted to do the survey sorry!

Age: 22

Height: 5" 5
Weight: 179 :( I've gained but i think most of its water weight from alcohol

Lowest Weight: 145 lbs

Highest Weight: 217 lbs

What weight do you want to weigh?: 110 lbs 

What eating disorder do you have?: EDNOS

How many calories do you eat in a day? 500-800

Do you throw up your food on occasion?: sometimes

Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: well i like nicole richies figure, but i just wana keep going

Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?: not in school anymore

Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: yes i was bllied about it all the way thru school til i was about

Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: Yup. The longest was 5 days

Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories: no

Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: some yes but mostly real girls

Have you ever been hospitalized for your ED?: no, cant let tht happen i have a little girl

Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: No

Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?:  yes when i was pregnant i succeeded for a good year or so until things went pear shaped with my ex


Body Image Q's

Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not: yes, i always see myself at my highest weight, always will

What part of your body would you change: everything

On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body: 0

Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight?: not completely but it is a big part of it yes 

Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed: yes today for example cos ive binged for 3 days and gained, been referred to shrinks for it but never went

Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses: I compare myself more with girls in the street, particularly the ones i work with 


Health/Food

Do you think you eat healthy enough: well i eat lots of fruit n veg but when i binge its on high fat junk

Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: i try not to eat them but i wouldnt say im afraid of them 

Fat grams: i look sometimes if i comparing things with the same amount of cals

Calories: Yeh

Are you often tired/fatigued: nearly always 

Do you feel more energized after eating food: after something small yeh, lots just makes me feel tired n sluggish

Do you eat meat?:yes

Do you eat your food in a certain way: slowly

Do people tell you you look sick or famished: no, but thts my aim

Have you ever thrown up blood: yes

Is your heart bpm above 49: god knows

Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating: no ive never fainted 

Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders:i think it plays a big oart but for me its been being told im fat by everyone around me my whole life

What's your opinion of Pro-Ana: I couldnt live without it. i just wish tht "wannarexics" wouldn't use it, if only they knew the way an ed tortures u 

Do you have any other mental disorders? Nope

What's your favorite food to eat: grapes


Favorite drink: smoothies

Do you often wish you didn't have an ED: yes

Do you want to recover: eventually

How do you want to die: old and happy  in the arms of someone i love